Thursday, June 9, 2011

Infringement notice!!!!

户口都只剩下500块了 你他妈的竟然还中一张120.00的FINES
我真他妈的活不下去了

Saturday, June 4, 2011

旅程

於是每一次的旅行完畢時間要再來一個review refresh and reborn
就在那么短短時間 我走了很多地方 你可以說它大同小異 你也可以說它落差很大
你也可以說我在浪費金錢 你也可以說我得到比預期的多
人生就是這樣 我不希望我按照設定好的路去走 也不希望道聽途說於是往另外一個方向跑去
至少 而至少我是那么真實的活著

現在車賣了 屋子的租約到了 銀行也剩下三位數了
我沒有按照牌理出牌 我也不知道我下個目的地在哪裡
我不希望這是終點站 只是 只是那另外一個起點 可以是我自己的決定
而做決定最重要的一件事情 就是不可以後悔

要離開了嗎 要了嗎 我下一個目的地在哪裡
而我明天又會不會睡在機場 或是朋友家 會不會被騙 會不會很好玩很刺激
未知數



你羨慕我 那要不要和我交換
究竟是誰教你大晚上的看這種電影的
那種讓人反覆思考但又想不出一個所以然的故事
是第36故事的後續篇

Friday, June 3, 2011

For those boys who just said that you love her and turn around and in a relationship with another in just a short time. What the hell is your brain thinking about? Are you really that lonely and do you ever know what is LOVE? Damn Noob.

Monday, May 30, 2011

nerd


I know I know
This is nerd enough

Friday, May 27, 2011

世界上有一種感覺叫做


悸動~

Thursday, May 26, 2011

damn

態度決定一切

但去你媽的 我剛買了新的charger又壞
電腦你媽的是不是一直要跟我作對




去你媽的 態度!

我愛你,愛了整整一個曾經

分手後,我還認識你,不過不再想見你,你過的好,我不會祝福你,你過的不好,我也不會嘲笑你,因為我們從此陌生,你的世界不再有我,我的世界不再有你。我不能再珍惜你,抱歉,我失去的,也是你失去的。



很偶爾的,你會找我,聯繫我,你的突然出現,還是會挑撥我的心弦。只是,我也學會對你偽裝了,不冷不熱,不鹹不淡,笑得沒心沒肺,也不會再流那廉價的眼淚了。然後聽你輕輕地說:「你變了。」、

總要等到過了很久,總要等退無可退,才知道我們曾親手捨棄的東西,在後來的日子裡,再也遇不到了。 再見了,我那麼那麼愛你,雖然笨拙,但也努力做了好多,所以我不遺憾了。現在,我把愛情還給你,你把我僅有的一點點驕傲還給我好不好? 我還是會相信愛情,只是不會再相信愛情能永遠。









你突然點醒我,我們相識的時間能夠以年計算了,你找到了你愛的,而我,還在原地徘徊著。

我們再也不會像以前那樣,以彼此為不可替代;我們再也不會像以前那樣,那樣用力的愛,直到哭了出來。

一天,我終於不再思念他,因為他離開太久了,我的習慣已經不再是習慣。

一直固執的以為面對什麼事情我都能夠坦然的微笑,可是,終於在你轉身決定離去的一剎那,我淚如泉湧,不可抑制。這是,過往的幸福嘲笑著心中的疼痛,原來,世界上最痛的痛是離開。



最浪漫的情話,是當那個已經跟你分手了的情人打電話來問:「你好嗎?」你稀鬆平常的回答:「我很好。」而其實你還愛著他,你一點也不好。

當看破一切的時候,才知道,原來失去比擁有更踏實。



有一個人,教會你怎樣去愛了,但是,他卻不愛你了。 與其到處找借口,不如直接說一句我不愛了。 忘記那個人,不如忘記自己,告訴自己,不是怕他忘記,而是怕他有一天重新把你想起。歲月帶走的是記憶,但回憶會越來越清晰。真的有一天,他回過頭來告訴你,他一直在惦記你,千萬不要相信,因為,他已經不是原來的他,而你,也不再是過去的你。 我心裡一直有你,只是比例變了而已。





現在終於到了要分別的時候,他比我先走,我反而覺得有點欣慰。這樣的悲傷,遲早會讓我們其中一個人單獨體會,就讓我來承擔好了。

沒有什麼忘不了的,總會在以後的時間忘了你,先忘了你的樣子,再忘了你的聲音,忘了你說過的話,現在不行,以後也可以。



似乎等待了一百年,忽然明白,即使再見面,成熟的表演,不如不見

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

隨意說說

希望你只是隨意說說
但如果你又只是隨意說說
我又何苦那麼在意呢




*不喜歡未知

Friday, May 6, 2011

the games is over.
再玩下去就不叫做遊戲了

Friday, April 15, 2011

How to Recognize a Shoe-aholic

1. Do you have more than three pairs of black shoes? For women, we must have a pair each of flats and low heels for work, and of course a pair of high heels for dressy occasions. Some women justify more than 3 pairs in black because we need closed toes for fall/winter and open-toed shoes for spring/summer. We can accept that as reasonable, so let’s agree women can have up to 6 pairs. Now check your closet, how many pairs of black shoes do you own and how often do you wear each pair? Are you a shoe-aholic and should you considering reducing the number of black shoes?

- My Answer: YES, I have more than six pairs of black shoes but I don’t often wear them. =(
2. So you have a few more pairs of black shoes than what may be considered the norm, are you really a shoe-aholic or just an impulse buyer? Let’s check another shoe-aholic indicator - do you buy metallic shoes because you like the glitter or because they might go with more than one outfit you own? How many metallic options do you possess in your shoe closet? Are they all dressy shoes or are some more casual in style? Silver and gold are basics for dressy shoes so we won’t count those in the too many indicators for shoe-aholics. However, do you also posses the newer versions of metallic shoes in bronze, copper, chrome, gunmetal, pewter, platinum, or zinc. What about the faked metallic in variations of red, blue, or other somewhat gaudy colors? If you do, you might be a shoe-aholic or just have a slightly abnormal love for shiny stuff to be on your feet.

- My answer: I personally think that I am an impulse buyer. I don’t like glitter on my feet as I don’t have a pretty feet (I got big feet) it doesn’t suit me much. But I will usually buy metallic shoes too when I think the shoes is cheap or i love it at first sight.
3. Another indicator of shoe-aholic syndrome is color in the show wardrobe. How many colored shoes do you have? Shoes in standard shades of black, brown, gray, cream, and white don’t count as colors - since they go with most everything they are safety nets for the shoe-aholic. How many colors of the rainbow (red, orange, yellow, green, blue, and purple) do you have in your closet? If you have one pair of each, then you are definitely a shoe-aholic, but it is not a severe case. However, if you have more than one pair in most colors then you may have a bad case of shoe love. The most severe shoe-aholic will buy shoes in any variation of a color they do not feel already exists in their closet, even if they have to buy a new outfit in order to have something to go with the newer shoes.

- My answer: I got black, brown, white colors etc etc as they are safety nets and won’t look weird for me. I do not own many colors in shoes but I always wanted to get those!!!!! (I have already got yellow and I wanted to get PINK, BLUE, ORANGE and RED) but I have no money. =(
4. A final indicator for the obsessed shoe-aholic is how many boots do you own? Do you have more than one pair in basic black or brown? Do you buy boots in multiple colors and styles? A shoe-aholic will argue boots don’t count because they are not shoes. So what is a boot anyway? Boots are shoes with ankle or leg covers sewn on! So they must count in the shoe-aholic evaluation - right?

- My answer: I only got six pairs of boots including my ankle boots. erm..
So WHO AM I? AM I A SHOE-AHOLIC?  According to my housemate, she thinks I am and I will be one in the future. I will be a madness person who are crazy in shoes once I have gold.



Another same post at Tumblr.
http://rachyl.tumblr.com/post/4623751715/how-to-recognize-a-shoe-aholic

Saturday, April 9, 2011

我說 那種悲觀的情緒 是不是該離開了呢
你聽見了嗎 要你離開了...

Thursday, March 31, 2011

秋天來了

我試過一個人買東西 吃東西 一個人蹲在酒店買酒選來選去都不知道那種喝了比較暖

-純屬當下的感覺

Thursday, March 3, 2011

fuckin listen to this

YOu don't know and will never know how much I love to be freedom without people discipline and care more more more about me...

Me fuckin hate unreality hate what long distance is
Like one of my friend Kevin
He used to tell me I will def need someone someday and to be in a relationship
but I believe it is NOT NOW!

I am a playful girl.

kthkbai

move your step

just one step

there is just one step between you and me.
However no one is going to move forward.







I turn around and say goodbye to you
I move forward to the road while you move to the other side
I go and achieve our dreams without you
I travel around the world without you
I go diving without you

I know that you are already on the other pathway that is totally different to me
but just let me be the one to achieve and hit our dream. our dreams
i'll be the one.


kthxbai
Rach








p/s: It is fall again

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

我没有很坚强没有很勇敢

我没有很坚强我没有很勇敢
我还是忍不住哭了
在飞机上的时候 我一边睡觉眼泪一边流
不应该跑回去的
我现在心收不了读不了书

我没有很坚强没有很勇敢

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

其實我還蠻喜歡收驚喜的
但是同時 我也很愛給驚喜那樣

請給我驚喜吧 哈哈

Monday, January 24, 2011

出現

如果我忽然出現在你面前 你會不會有那么一點點的感動

會吧 huh?


:)

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

hate

我不喜歡
別人把我的東西弄不見
更不喜歡
別人把我的東西弄壞
什麽都好


我真的很討厭!
不管你是誰

我最處女座的地方
應該就屬這一點完美最陪我
我不要我的東西有瑕疵 懂不懂!!!!!

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

雖然免疫有了
但是我又想逃走了