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Monday, May 30, 2011
Friday, May 27, 2011
Thursday, May 26, 2011
我愛你，愛了整整一個曾經
分手後，我還認識你，不過不再想見你，你過的好，我不會祝福你，你過的不好，我也不會嘲笑你，因為我們從此陌生，你的世界不再有我，我的世界不再有你。我不能再珍惜你，抱歉，我失去的，也是你失去的。
很偶爾的，你會找我，聯繫我，你的突然出現，還是會挑撥我的心弦。只是，我也學會對你偽裝了，不冷不熱，不鹹不淡，笑得沒心沒肺，也不會再流那廉價的眼淚了。然後聽你輕輕地說：「你變了。」、
總要等到過了很久，總要等退無可退，才知道我們曾親手捨棄的東西，在後來的日子裡，再也遇不到了。 再見了，我那麼那麼愛你，雖然笨拙，但也努力做了好多，所以我不遺憾了。現在，我把愛情還給你，你把我僅有的一點點驕傲還給我好不好？ 我還是會相信愛情，只是不會再相信愛情能永遠。
你突然點醒我，我們相識的時間能夠以年計算了，你找到了你愛的，而我，還在原地徘徊著。
我們再也不會像以前那樣，以彼此為不可替代；我們再也不會像以前那樣，那樣用力的愛，直到哭了出來。
一天，我終於不再思念他，因為他離開太久了，我的習慣已經不再是習慣。
一直固執的以為面對什麼事情我都能夠坦然的微笑，可是，終於在你轉身決定離去的一剎那，我淚如泉湧，不可抑制。這是，過往的幸福嘲笑著心中的疼痛，原來，世界上最痛的痛是離開。
最浪漫的情話，是當那個已經跟你分手了的情人打電話來問：「你好嗎？」你稀鬆平常的回答：「我很好。」而其實你還愛著他，你一點也不好。
當看破一切的時候，才知道，原來失去比擁有更踏實。
有一個人，教會你怎樣去愛了，但是，他卻不愛你了。 與其到處找借口，不如直接說一句我不愛了。 忘記那個人，不如忘記自己，告訴自己，不是怕他忘記，而是怕他有一天重新把你想起。歲月帶走的是記憶，但回憶會越來越清晰。真的有一天，他回過頭來告訴你，他一直在惦記你，千萬不要相信，因為，他已經不是原來的他，而你，也不再是過去的你。 我心裡一直有你，只是比例變了而已。
現在終於到了要分別的時候，他比我先走，我反而覺得有點欣慰。這樣的悲傷，遲早會讓我們其中一個人單獨體會，就讓我來承擔好了。
沒有什麼忘不了的，總會在以後的時間忘了你，先忘了你的樣子，再忘了你的聲音，忘了你說過的話，現在不行，以後也可以。
似乎等待了一百年，忽然明白，即使再見面，成熟的表演，不如不見
很偶爾的，你會找我，聯繫我，你的突然出現，還是會挑撥我的心弦。只是，我也學會對你偽裝了，不冷不熱，不鹹不淡，笑得沒心沒肺，也不會再流那廉價的眼淚了。然後聽你輕輕地說：「你變了。」、
總要等到過了很久，總要等退無可退，才知道我們曾親手捨棄的東西，在後來的日子裡，再也遇不到了。 再見了，我那麼那麼愛你，雖然笨拙，但也努力做了好多，所以我不遺憾了。現在，我把愛情還給你，你把我僅有的一點點驕傲還給我好不好？ 我還是會相信愛情，只是不會再相信愛情能永遠。
你突然點醒我，我們相識的時間能夠以年計算了，你找到了你愛的，而我，還在原地徘徊著。
我們再也不會像以前那樣，以彼此為不可替代；我們再也不會像以前那樣，那樣用力的愛，直到哭了出來。
一天，我終於不再思念他，因為他離開太久了，我的習慣已經不再是習慣。
一直固執的以為面對什麼事情我都能夠坦然的微笑，可是，終於在你轉身決定離去的一剎那，我淚如泉湧，不可抑制。這是，過往的幸福嘲笑著心中的疼痛，原來，世界上最痛的痛是離開。
最浪漫的情話，是當那個已經跟你分手了的情人打電話來問：「你好嗎？」你稀鬆平常的回答：「我很好。」而其實你還愛著他，你一點也不好。
當看破一切的時候，才知道，原來失去比擁有更踏實。
有一個人，教會你怎樣去愛了，但是，他卻不愛你了。 與其到處找借口，不如直接說一句我不愛了。 忘記那個人，不如忘記自己，告訴自己，不是怕他忘記，而是怕他有一天重新把你想起。歲月帶走的是記憶，但回憶會越來越清晰。真的有一天，他回過頭來告訴你，他一直在惦記你，千萬不要相信，因為，他已經不是原來的他，而你，也不再是過去的你。 我心裡一直有你，只是比例變了而已。
現在終於到了要分別的時候，他比我先走，我反而覺得有點欣慰。這樣的悲傷，遲早會讓我們其中一個人單獨體會，就讓我來承擔好了。
沒有什麼忘不了的，總會在以後的時間忘了你，先忘了你的樣子，再忘了你的聲音，忘了你說過的話，現在不行，以後也可以。
似乎等待了一百年，忽然明白，即使再見面，成熟的表演，不如不見
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
Friday, May 6, 2011
Friday, April 15, 2011
How to Recognize a Shoe-aholic
1. Do you have more than three pairs of black shoes? For women, we must have a pair each of flats and low heels for work, and of course a pair of high heels for dressy occasions. Some women justify more than 3 pairs in black because we need closed toes for fall/winter and open-toed shoes for spring/summer. We can accept that as reasonable, so let’s agree women can have up to 6 pairs. Now check your closet, how many pairs of black shoes do you own and how often do you wear each pair? Are you a shoe-aholic and should you considering reducing the number of black shoes?
- My Answer: YES, I have more than six pairs of black shoes but I don’t often wear them. =(
2. So you have a few more pairs of black shoes than what may be considered the norm, are you really a shoe-aholic or just an impulse buyer? Let’s check another shoe-aholic indicator - do you buy metallic shoes because you like the glitter or because they might go with more than one outfit you own? How many metallic options do you possess in your shoe closet? Are they all dressy shoes or are some more casual in style? Silver and gold are basics for dressy shoes so we won’t count those in the too many indicators for shoe-aholics. However, do you also posses the newer versions of metallic shoes in bronze, copper, chrome, gunmetal, pewter, platinum, or zinc. What about the faked metallic in variations of red, blue, or other somewhat gaudy colors? If you do, you might be a shoe-aholic or just have a slightly abnormal love for shiny stuff to be on your feet.
- My answer: I personally think that I am an impulse buyer. I don’t like glitter on my feet as I don’t have a pretty feet (I got big feet) it doesn’t suit me much. But I will usually buy metallic shoes too when I think the shoes is cheap or i love it at first sight.
3. Another indicator of shoe-aholic syndrome is color in the show wardrobe. How many colored shoes do you have? Shoes in standard shades of black, brown, gray, cream, and white don’t count as colors - since they go with most everything they are safety nets for the shoe-aholic. How many colors of the rainbow (red, orange, yellow, green, blue, and purple) do you have in your closet? If you have one pair of each, then you are definitely a shoe-aholic, but it is not a severe case. However, if you have more than one pair in most colors then you may have a bad case of shoe love. The most severe shoe-aholic will buy shoes in any variation of a color they do not feel already exists in their closet, even if they have to buy a new outfit in order to have something to go with the newer shoes.
- My answer: I got black, brown, white colors etc etc as they are safety nets and won’t look weird for me. I do not own many colors in shoes but I always wanted to get those!!!!! (I have already got yellow and I wanted to get PINK, BLUE, ORANGE and RED) but I have no money. =(
4. A final indicator for the obsessed shoe-aholic is how many boots do you own? Do you have more than one pair in basic black or brown? Do you buy boots in multiple colors and styles? A shoe-aholic will argue boots don’t count because they are not shoes. So what is a boot anyway? Boots are shoes with ankle or leg covers sewn on! So they must count in the shoe-aholic evaluation - right?
- My answer: I only got six pairs of boots including my ankle boots. erm..
So WHO AM I? AM I A SHOE-AHOLIC? According to my housemate, she thinks I am and I will be one in the future. I will be a madness person who are crazy in shoes once I have gold.
Another same post at Tumblr.
http://rachyl.tumblr.com/post/4623751715/how-to-recognize-a-shoe-aholic
- My Answer: YES, I have more than six pairs of black shoes but I don’t often wear them. =(
2. So you have a few more pairs of black shoes than what may be considered the norm, are you really a shoe-aholic or just an impulse buyer? Let’s check another shoe-aholic indicator - do you buy metallic shoes because you like the glitter or because they might go with more than one outfit you own? How many metallic options do you possess in your shoe closet? Are they all dressy shoes or are some more casual in style? Silver and gold are basics for dressy shoes so we won’t count those in the too many indicators for shoe-aholics. However, do you also posses the newer versions of metallic shoes in bronze, copper, chrome, gunmetal, pewter, platinum, or zinc. What about the faked metallic in variations of red, blue, or other somewhat gaudy colors? If you do, you might be a shoe-aholic or just have a slightly abnormal love for shiny stuff to be on your feet.
- My answer: I personally think that I am an impulse buyer. I don’t like glitter on my feet as I don’t have a pretty feet (I got big feet) it doesn’t suit me much. But I will usually buy metallic shoes too when I think the shoes is cheap or i love it at first sight.
3. Another indicator of shoe-aholic syndrome is color in the show wardrobe. How many colored shoes do you have? Shoes in standard shades of black, brown, gray, cream, and white don’t count as colors - since they go with most everything they are safety nets for the shoe-aholic. How many colors of the rainbow (red, orange, yellow, green, blue, and purple) do you have in your closet? If you have one pair of each, then you are definitely a shoe-aholic, but it is not a severe case. However, if you have more than one pair in most colors then you may have a bad case of shoe love. The most severe shoe-aholic will buy shoes in any variation of a color they do not feel already exists in their closet, even if they have to buy a new outfit in order to have something to go with the newer shoes.
- My answer: I got black, brown, white colors etc etc as they are safety nets and won’t look weird for me. I do not own many colors in shoes but I always wanted to get those!!!!! (I have already got yellow and I wanted to get PINK, BLUE, ORANGE and RED) but I have no money. =(
4. A final indicator for the obsessed shoe-aholic is how many boots do you own? Do you have more than one pair in basic black or brown? Do you buy boots in multiple colors and styles? A shoe-aholic will argue boots don’t count because they are not shoes. So what is a boot anyway? Boots are shoes with ankle or leg covers sewn on! So they must count in the shoe-aholic evaluation - right?
- My answer: I only got six pairs of boots including my ankle boots. erm..
So WHO AM I? AM I A SHOE-AHOLIC? According to my housemate, she thinks I am and I will be one in the future. I will be a madness person who are crazy in shoes once I have gold.
Another same post at Tumblr.
http://rachyl.tumblr.com/post/4623751715/how-to-recognize-a-shoe-aholic
Saturday, April 9, 2011
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Thursday, March 3, 2011
fuckin listen to this
YOu don't know and will never know how much I love to be freedom without people discipline and care more more more about me...
Me fuckin hate unreality hate what long distance is
Like one of my friend Kevin
He used to tell me I will def need someone someday and to be in a relationship
but I believe it is NOT NOW!
I am a playful girl.
kthkbai
Me fuckin hate unreality hate what long distance is
Like one of my friend Kevin
He used to tell me I will def need someone someday and to be in a relationship
but I believe it is NOT NOW!
I am a playful girl.
kthkbai
move your step
just one step
there is just one step between you and me.
However no one is going to move forward.
I turn around and say goodbye to you
I move forward to the road while you move to the other side
I go and achieve our dreams without you
I travel around the world without you
I go diving without you
I know that you are already on the other pathway that is totally different to me
but just let me be the one to achieve and hit our dream. our dreams
i'll be the one.
kthxbai
Rach
p/s: It is fall again
there is just one step between you and me.
However no one is going to move forward.
I turn around and say goodbye to you
I move forward to the road while you move to the other side
I go and achieve our dreams without you
I travel around the world without you
I go diving without you
I know that you are already on the other pathway that is totally different to me
but just let me be the one to achieve and hit our dream. our dreams
i'll be the one.
kthxbai
Rach
p/s: It is fall again
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Monday, January 24, 2011
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
噩夢
半夜被噩夢嚇醒
一直喊著housemate的名字
明明她的房間就跟我有距離
在夢裡聽見很嚴重的腳步聲和一直門開關的聲音
明明就很真實 我家大門就在我旁邊 我怎麼可能聽錯
可是半夜3點 明明就沒有人 我想要搬家 我覺得這個家越來越恐怖
我嚴重被嚇醒 我睡不回去
我是一個一定要關燈睡覺的人 要暗暗
什麽時候 我也變成了
睡覺開著很亮的燈 電腦也一直播放著戲 就有聲音和光陪我到天明
我說
最近的噩夢也太多 來來去去都是感覺一直被壓著 起不來 也太恐怖 我很怕
我快喘不過氣了
誰來睡我旁邊
弟弟不在 magan回去了 visitor也走了
我需要很多的安全感
一直喊著housemate的名字
明明她的房間就跟我有距離
在夢裡聽見很嚴重的腳步聲和一直門開關的聲音
明明就很真實 我家大門就在我旁邊 我怎麼可能聽錯
可是半夜3點 明明就沒有人 我想要搬家 我覺得這個家越來越恐怖
我嚴重被嚇醒 我睡不回去
我是一個一定要關燈睡覺的人 要暗暗
什麽時候 我也變成了
睡覺開著很亮的燈 電腦也一直播放著戲 就有聲音和光陪我到天明
我說
最近的噩夢也太多 來來去去都是感覺一直被壓著 起不來 也太恐怖 我很怕
我快喘不過氣了
誰來睡我旁邊
弟弟不在 magan回去了 visitor也走了
我需要很多的安全感
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Sunday, October 31, 2010
音樂日記
那時我們被困在路邊
世界不過是一個小小屋檐
你說如果雨一直下到明天
我們就廝守到永遠
我喜歡打籃球的你
我喜歡會發呆的你
我喜歡彈吉他的你
我喜歡罵我無聊的你
我喜歡咬指甲的你
我喜歡在電話傻笑的你
我喜歡常搞笑的你
我喜歡猶豫不決的你
我喜歡試穿牛仔褲五次的你
我喜歡聽我牢騷的你
我喜歡那么多那么多你
你又會把我放在你心中的哪裡呢
我怀念有一年的夏天 一场大雨把你留在我身边
我看着你那被淋湿的脸 还有一片树叶贴在头发上面
那时我们被困在路边 世界不过是一个小小屋檐
你说如果雨一直下到明天 我们就厮守到永远
Rain falling in my heart 你的声音仍然深印我心田
世界改变 你也改变我在海角天边
Rain falling in my heart 你的诺言虽然没有实现
爱是雨点 落在昨天永不放晴的缠绵
世界不過是一個小小屋檐
你說如果雨一直下到明天
我們就廝守到永遠
我喜歡打籃球的你
我喜歡會發呆的你
我喜歡彈吉他的你
我喜歡罵我無聊的你
我喜歡咬指甲的你
我喜歡在電話傻笑的你
我喜歡常搞笑的你
我喜歡猶豫不決的你
我喜歡試穿牛仔褲五次的你
我喜歡聽我牢騷的你
我喜歡那么多那么多你
你又會把我放在你心中的哪裡呢
我怀念有一年的夏天 一场大雨把你留在我身边
我看着你那被淋湿的脸 还有一片树叶贴在头发上面
那时我们被困在路边 世界不过是一个小小屋檐
你说如果雨一直下到明天 我们就厮守到永远
Rain falling in my heart 你的声音仍然深印我心田
世界改变 你也改变我在海角天边
Rain falling in my heart 你的诺言虽然没有实现
爱是雨点 落在昨天永不放晴的缠绵
Monday, October 25, 2010
秘密
很显 很无聊 很爱睡觉
这个blog竟然还有人在看
害我以为是秘密
哀
真的很无聊啊
考完试要做什么
虽然之后的Planning大把大把
可是要付出一点efforts的是不是
对
懒惰女 起床吧 不用再睡了
我记得我一考完试那天
断断续续睡了 16个小时
是可以不用起了啦
我很兴奋列
可是又很紧张
很好 我要努力 不要怕
要加油 要努力
哈哈哈哈哈哈 超级酷的
重点是melb的海是冷的那样
woohoo兴奋
这个blog竟然还有人在看
害我以为是秘密
哀
真的很无聊啊
考完试要做什么
虽然之后的Planning大把大把
可是要付出一点efforts的是不是
对
懒惰女 起床吧 不用再睡了
我记得我一考完试那天
断断续续睡了 16个小时
是可以不用起了啦
我很兴奋列
可是又很紧张
很好 我要努力 不要怕
要加油 要努力
哈哈哈哈哈哈 超级酷的
重点是melb的海是冷的那样
woohoo兴奋
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